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You never get over something; you just get over the fact of it hurting you or the way it made you feel at a time. It may seem hard to get to that point in your life where everything is okay. Everything is never okay; there is always that little something that makes you feel terrible in the morning or before you go to sleep. It could be a memory of someone or of something that was said or done to you. It is all in our heads. But it is all fiction unless you chose to make it real. I chose to not make it real.

I thought I was done with this I thought I forgot everything i know i tried to i really did i left everything that was broken inside of me i felt like a little child who lost her parents or her mother i felt wrecked and torn apart from my existence. i thought i was over and my heart was dead and i could never feel again but u came back i know, not to me but i thought .. i dont know what i thought i knew you didn't come back for me but i wanted to believe that you did i felt good for seconds just holding you again touching you again and looking into your eyes again i loved you once and i guess i never stopped this isn't a ne

I think I'll miss you forever Until I'm old and ugly probably even longer than that You were not only a star in a sky that I once thought was beautiful You were my beautiful sky. Telling me you loved me, then leaving killed me. I miss you but I refuse to talk to you Don't tell me you're fine, I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear how happy you are without me. Have you ever missed someone so much that your heart hurt? missing you physically tears my heart. I've given you so much so much, that I feel so empty now. Every minute I think about you Every second I wonder if you do too. You were a dream that I loved living But now you a